lifeless people do lifeless things. i'm playing with 2 water balloons now, 1 red and 1 blue. wad more lifeless things can u think of doing besides playing with water balloons.
(hell, my horoscope 2day said that i would be able to see the fun side of everything and everyone, and i'm discovering the fun side of water balloons now. -_-)

water balloons are nice anyway, i have half a mind to make 8 more so that i have 10 to play with. SIAN.

watching GE results on TV now. some of u may find it ironic, but in 4-5 months this is the 1st time i'm turning on the TV, and i've skipped all my favourite movies for the past 5 months. and the time i turn on the TV, is to watch the remarkably BORING ge result telecast. ZZZ.

so that means that now i'm playing with water balloons, watching the GE and also, playing a small game from www.freeonlinegames.com . ultimately lifeless, and the perfect way to round off your saturday night.


feeling spas now, its all becoz of the scrambled egg i ate for dinner (did i ever tell u that eating eggs make me feel abit spastic?)

anyway its so damn depressing, coz i'm in a great class , but i'm not feeling so great myself, coz the class is full of super geniuses and ppl who are super pro at what they are interested in (i.e. CCA) . in other words, i'm probably amongst the most useless ppl in the class, coz i'm not good at anything.
or rather, i havent found anything that i'm good at

(its obvious that i'm trying to delude myself into thinking that i can actually do smth, when the reality is that i cant do anything)

don't you get that feeling that u're not needed or wanted in this world?

frikkkkkk, i have so many things to do (i'm totally ignoring my elective report and my LA task) and i'm still slacking here (one of the main reasons why i'm screwing up all my subjects)..

frik frik frik frik. p.s. its 7 months before we gotta part. treasure your remaining time here and dun end up regretting not doing what u ought to have done earlier.


and if u're feeling lifeless, try water balloons!!!!!!!!